MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Wednesday, February 02, 2005~~

haha...i m back...wif a new look again..tis time not jus change the bg, but e whole skin...wahaha...u can c hw bored i m. I tried studyin le...but aft flippin thru i jus shut off...maybe i'll try again later.

Tis blogskin...abit depressin ehz? sorri la..if u r lookin 4 a blog to cheer u up now...its definitely not mine *at least not now* haha. Tis skin struck me tis morn..when i was jus browsing thru some skins..den i edited it a lil' la...oh..and the song..haha...if u dun lyk evanescence, paiseh...wait till i change it...wahaha...cos i quite lyk e lyrics now...i m back to my old me...

Oh...and dun miss e tagboard yeah? Its below the song files n stuff in e top left box of the screen...do scroll down..haha...i m lazy to move it up...maybe later again..lolx. Jer-monkey came over to study...but we both no moltivation..hahah....end up he left ard 4+pm..den i tahan till 5+ den stop...hahah...1 good news...my dad BOUGHT A MAHJONG TABLE...hahahahaha..yeh! He noes my frens might b coming over to play mahjong next wk..den so decided to go get one aft so long!! Finally a PROPER mahjong table...hahahh...*grinz*

I hav been wonderin nowadays m i jus been uncontented wif my life. Many say i shld b happy wif wad i haf, but y i seem to find myself in a whirl everytime when i look back. Pple always say we haf to reflect, we reflect so past mistakes wun b repeated, but why history jus keeps repeating...why we jus cant learn from e past n make a smart move the next time n not fall into the same hole once again. Dun worry, i m jus pondering..tis is jus part of my tots...it does not imply to anyone...jus wondering...cos we always use the word "regret". I regret doing tis...i shldn't have done tt...if i'd known...blah blah blah...does it help saying all these aft e same mistake is repeated? Why cant we jus LEARN...>.<

Ok..shldn't type so much...shld jus FOCUS on my NEW blog look...haha...hope u dun feel depress aft entering my blog yeh? Jus lyk to stick to the dark side at e moment..cos i dun see why i shld b glad now...hahahah...(no underlying meaning between e words) Jus to lighten e atmosphere abit aft so much crap. 1 tink i m quite sure of myself now is tt i m trying to live my life without regrets...TRYIN la...cos i hate it when i hafta REGRET doin anything. =)

*None of us r flawless, but we can b flawed yet still hav a worthiness of character.*

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